Sunday, December 09, 2007

What is ahead.... A stone to trip you?


Life is not always like a bed of roses, spreaded nicely for you to hop on. Things happened for a reason but sometimes reason can be rather ridiculous. I'm feeling calm with a tinge of blue i guessed.

Maybe what you mentioned its true. You're too young..

Someone younger might suits you perfectly.

Everything started because i grumbled that next year there might not be incentive trips for us anymore as we changed a new CEO.

He told me his point of view.... He is unhappy about me going to my incentive trips. He said what lousy company that always rewards their staffs with holiday trips. Just normal incentive is sufficient. There is no needs for such bonding trips or just once a year will do.

I explained If we managed to hit target every quarter, we're able to go 4 times holiday a year. He finds it absurd and redundant.

If i wanted to go all 4 trips then just part don't be together.....

Its already very tiring working, hitting target and don't i just deserve to take a break. I don't have to folk out a single cents and sometimes to place that i won't even paid to go.

Ya... That's it.. Does all guys felt this way? He felt he is not in the wrong for saying all that. Just part..

Whenever you mentioned that.. Did you think about it? You said its for real and you're serious about it. But the next moment you can treat it as nothing. Its like part of your casual conversation now.

Why can't i just find someone i'm closed and comfortable talking with to complain about my unhappiness. Everyone thought you're the nice guy cause no one actually heard me complain about you. But you? The whole world only know you had a real demanding, not understanding gf cause when ever we argued, the whole world would know about it.

You only know how to praise others. How you wished your gf is that nice to let you go clubbing, drinking and out with your friends. I'm always the lousy gf that treat you badly. Touched your heart.. Did i treat you badly.. If i'm that bad why tortured yourself for 1 yr+..

Ya gals can messaged you in the late night or said they miss you openly. YOu mentioned she always did that to others as well. Whats the big deal.. Fine.. I shouldn't be mad. No big deal.

Perhaps.. Your decision is right.. I hope its true.. Maybe you are really too young and i'm really too old for you..

I'm not angry.. I'm not mad.. I just felt..

Life is really funny. We really do not know what is ahead.

He is free gals.. You belong to everyone.. Go back to where you belong..

Going to have a nice din with my gals this evening. Haven't seen some of them for very very long. Sec sch reunion? Haz.

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