Be Happy~


I was talking to my besty and i realized something that kind of hurts me~ She was beautiful and lovely but somehow she lagged of the confidence to meet new people~ She felt inferior in a funny way~

Well.. I was thinking if i did say anything harsh.. I guessed i did and i always do.. I dont know why i cant say nice and white lies to her~ I always wana used the harsh way to conquer her fears.. If i used the nice words on her, she will continued with her lala story and keeps on telling me shes not good, not pretty and blaber blaber blaber~

Sometimes i wonder.. If she wasnt pretty, wasnt nice and wasnt whatever you think~ Then i'm WORST~ If you have degraded yourself till so badly then should i just jumped off from my flat?

I'm seriously and really not pretty, i'm so damn freaking fat and my skin is so damn horrible!!! I'm just a typical plain jane!! (Plain jane is a description of a simple and plain girl~ just in case i got misunderstand) AHHHH~~ I think i should die right now~

SO please!! Stopped telling me how inferior you are~ If you are that bad then who is drop dead perfect?

Everyone tends to have weak points~ If people wana be your friend base only on your exterior then tell me.. Is that a friend?

Being pretty can earn you lots of friends but are they really the kind of friends you want in your life?

Just wana say be strong my gal~ No matter how hard you fall i will be behind catching you like how you support me~ I dont wish to see ya being sad over silly things~ Cause i know some day there will be a knight saving you from all your misery~

Back to my usual post~ I slept for 15 hours!! Can you believe it~ Slept till 7pm then i'm satisfied and willing to crawl up~ Haha~

Met deary at athars as usual~ Sat till 2+am then everyone is willing to go home! Half of the time i'm engrossed with my new game~ Initial D~ Hahaha another racing game~ From today onwards till unknown day, he wont get to play his game with me around~ LOL~ Cause i wll be hogging his psp~ LalalALAlalALalaa~

Got to wake up early later and i'm still freaking awake! I slept too much! I'm so afraid that i will be up till the time i'm going back office~ Like that sure DIE! I will look like a zombie in the later half of the day~

GREAT i can hear the birds chriping and bus moving!!!

*PROOF*