REST IN PEACE DUDE.. .. ..


Went to the wake just now~

You wont believe the scene if you werent there~ I'm sure he is a very nice, loyalty and trustworthy guy~ More than 100 of his friends were there to pay their last respect and accompany him for the last night.

If he wasnt a great person, he wont have this load of friends. AND GOD ALWAYS LOVE TO TAKE GOOD PERSON AWAY FOR SOME REASON THAT ONLY HE UNDERSTAND~!

I hate being an emotional creature! I hate those crying scene! Cause once my tap start its hard to stop!

Everyone looked fine at first but once they reached the praying table, one of his colleagues just burst up~ GOSH! That scene was horrible!! She's affecting everyone!

His mother and sister asked her to stand aside cause they dont allow anyone crying if we wanted to go in and take the last look.. HOW SAD!! They wanted him to leave peacefully and happily..... Do you know how hard is it to control the overwhelming tears!! Especially his close kin~ They must had felt damn terrible but no choice they got to control for his sake.

Well i managed not to drop tears as i breath and swallowed in everything~ It felt so sad to see his lifeless body lying in the coffin.. His charming face doesnt look like the one i always see.. It just kind of changes with all the thick make up~

HAIZZzzZZZ!! Some of his close buddy were trying hard to joke around to hide their misery..

When grandpa passed away, i was also trying hard to joke about how handsome his picture was~ How smart he looked in that 'tong zi' hat in the pic~ All i left was the pic~ I dont even get to see the body.. I only got to see the ashes which was flown back from china.. SEE! Just a holiday trip of his and i lose him forever..

I realized his importance when i lose him for good. Those who still have grandparents around, cherished them.. I really envy you guyz.........

Sorry i drifted somehow or rather..

Last but not least, rest in peace desmond.

Tomorrow will be his cremation day. Its gona be a hard journey for his family and friends but hope its a smooth journey for him.. All i can said was, its really a pity to lose a 23+ young guy like him!

Daily blog again..

Went temple to pray gong gong~ Its so called 'qing ming' today.. Granny cried, dad and fat bro tried hard to control their tears but still.... As for me, i told gong gong i wont cry infront of him anymore.. I told him i'm gona be strong so i really didnt sobz there..

But never will he know, i still weep like a baby behind his back.. I just cant stand the sight of any cute and happy-go-lucky old man on the street~

Sorry peeps.. Got to hear all this naggy and boring story of mine again~ Just bear with me~ Everything just seems to link together today..

Night~

*PROOF*