C.R.A.P.P.Y


Feeling kind of crappy now.

I skipped lunch for almost 4 days out of my 5 days work. I stayed back 3 days out of my 5 days work!

Sucky!!! I've been terribly, awfully, disgustingly busy..

My colleagues got worried and kept asking if i'm ok as i've no time to bitch with them during lunchy or even small hi-tea break! (My pig just gave one kind of comment: Siaoz!)

Yeahhh.. I kinda missed lunching with them.. Next week will be a better week for me! I've clear half tons of my work.

Sense of accomplishment! I did 3 quotations, 10 confirmation, key in sales force, collect contract, handle freaking 25 calls, 10 handphone calls and bla bla bla.. To a stage i couldnt think and focus. How nice ya!

Whining, complaining but i'm still alive! Like how 1 of my colleagues quoted 'Wo men shi da bu si de zhang lang!' LoL. Figure out yourself.

-----Left for 10mins-----

While cooking my hello kitty cup noodles, i was thinking and figuring out on lots of stuffs. How can some couples look terribly sweet and blissful. Chit-chatting and sharing whichever topics under the planet. Being so caring to each other. The guy giving a peak on the gal's crown and the gal lay her head on his chest. Soooo sweeetttt..

Our main way of communications are totally opp. Argue, quarrel or even talked like kids. That's not what i want or how i want.

He's nice in his way but grumpy and childish when he do not have food.
He pampered me alot but his arrogance annoy me as well.
He tends to flare his anger like no one exists but sweet at times to cover his mistake.
He learn to give me surprise but not attentive enough to hear my thoughts.
He shared everything with me even though sometimes he knew i'll be angry upon hearing it but really i still appreciate and listen quietly (thou i might feel like stranggling him.)
He's cute when he initiate to send me to work in the morning but irritating when he is impatient.
He is good somehow but sometimes never learn to understand others effort.
He want people to trust him but yet he himself cant do the same.
He is just a boy who need lots or rooms to grow but do i have the patient. (maybe, i dont know.)

Feeling a little naggy today with a mixture of emo. I need a big big big huggy.

Must be the work and the boredom that makes me hay wire.

I'll get better......

School starts in 3 weeks time. Wish me good luck..........

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