To the someone..


Now then i realize who is the nice person around me and who is not~ Who truly believe in me and who doesnt~

I was touched when i saw people stood by my side supporting me~ Lifting my down mood up when i'm depressed~ Thanks

It was actually meant to be a happy day out because i went to re-mask my hp~ I'm so madly, deeply and crazily in love with my pretty pinky now~ She looked drop dead gorgeous in my eyes~ With shimmer that blings!! Haha~ Ya i'm talking about my hp~ If you'r wondering~ LoL

I bought a pretty black dress~ While waiting for the re-vamp~ Love it too~

For the past 2hours without my hp, i felt so uneasy~ GOSH!!! I dont know the time and i cant reached anyone to cure my sianzation~ How terrifying~~ The moment i got back my hp~ My life, my happiness is all back~~ Hahaahahha~ How ridiculous zel.....



Before..




After..

But nothing seems to be right after i have my baby back~ Diseaster slowly and quietly passed by~

If its wrong to felt angry when someone kept annoying her then what is right?

Is it wrong to felt unhappy when the person made my friend angry? Is it wrong to be supportive of whatever your friend say?

But what if after all the commotion and she suddenly slap you back with "Are you saying me 2-headed-snake" and "why are you treating a friend like that? when you are just standing behind supporting her with all her cursing and swearing at that person..

I was just saying "We are puzzel by your move? Cause black/white also you said and i dont even know what is the situation now~ Everything just happened so suddenly and all the while i'm angry with the person because of all the trouble she causes you and because of all the things u said..

What i get at last? A sms with a BIG wake up slap~

Its obvious that you are fighting for her. Its obvious that you are siding her. Its obvious that you just gave me a tight slap because i believe in you! All the words you said sting~

I often dropped tears for my love ones~ But this tears i dropped is because i'm just utterly disappointed and i felt "wei qu"~

I think and think and think~ What did i do to deserve such accused~

Its ok~ Everything has ended~ I'm not gona be nice~ Dont complain and tell me anything if you felt angry or what~ Since i got such unworthy treatment, i finally realized where i stand all this while~

You said everything loud and clear and ok i absorbed everything~ Just treat it as i'm such kind of person who bad-mouth u~

Why do i always have to get bitten before i knew something~ I meant to be good but things turn out... I meant to be nice but things turn out.. I meant to be supportive but things turn out????

Friends are meant to be blamed.. Loyality doesnt paid..

Maybe you are just as angry as i'm.. Cause you felt that i bad-mouth you~ Please read carefully all the words i sent~ If you assume and pressume everything based on the "white/black" i said and based on some oil and fuel added~ Helooo.. I'm saying you are being ironical~

I know people apologised to you and promised to change for the better.. I know you are so forgiving that you forgive her~ But do care about my emotion for goddness sake~ I'm human!! I do have temper~ I cant just treat nothing has happend and smile/giggles happily the next day~

Who leads me to all the emotion? Ya it has nothing got to do with me but i just hate people who make my friend mad~

And i felt that i got unworthy treatment from you~ you msg me saying "You wana talked"~ I didnt reply as i felt everything just auto shut down after what i get~ Just treat it as i'm petty and not as forgiving as u~ I really dont feel like talking after the shutting down in progress~ Cause i dont know what i will say~

All of you keep asking me why get upset? Why bother? Just let her say whatever she want..

Because she is my friend that's why i'm bothered and upset plus disappointed..

Dont worry i wont be like this anymore~

Zelcy is gona be a happy gal once again after this sleep~

Night

*PROOF*