Depression is my new friend~


Today wasnt a good and happy day for me even though mum bought me the blazer suit~

Totally fustrated and annoyed AND DAMN FED UP!! This was the first time such things happened and i'm still very angry about it now~ I don't know how long will i take to swallow this anger~

Sadness has entered and is making friend with anger~ I think they are building good relationship in me now~ Great!

I'm gona ignored this person existence and i damn bloody hell hate him now! Childish+pathetic piece of shit!!! What else does he know beside shouting and screaming and blabbering nonsence!~

I tried so hard to control myself but failed terribly in the public~ I was stucked in the toilet for 30mins just to control my overflowing emotion~ DAMN IT!!! Shiying was right~ I'm damn emotional~ And i hate it~

This is the first time and the last time i'm letting this affect me~ NO MORE cause i won't ask favour from him ANYMORE!! In the first place, i didn't even ask from him~ If he think i'm or we are abusing or making use of her~ Please asked him to touch his freaking heart!! Which of us didnt treat her well!!! Don't put words in my mouth moron!!

I'm feeling even worst than quarelling with deary~

How is my acting today? Trying hard to act like nothing happened~ Smiling and playing a fool outside~ But totally shattered inside~ Well.. I think i did great for the past 1+hour outside~

Haizzzzzz....... ........... ..........

Counting down~ 1 more day to our 24mths~~ 16 more days to a joyful celeberation~ Well... Hope so~

Meeting up with wendy and going back to office tomorrow`~ 'ITS GOING to be a GREAT DAY for MEEEEEE!!!!!!'

*PROOF*