..Broken Wings..


Sometimes, i'm wondering what friends are for?

Friends = ?

I felt like a fallen angel with a broken wing~ I was stabbed real hard by a sharp dagger~

No words could really describled how i feel~

15 years of friendships were nothing compared with that someone~

Haha.. What a joke!

Well.. I'm glad cause i finally found out what kind of person i'm in her heart~ GREAT!!

I'm a nobody, nosey, don't respect people's decision kind of friend.. Yup! This was ME! Please stay as far as possible from me~

Its really diffcult to be a friend..

When you don't give advises or comments, it seem like you don't care.. but when you did, they say you don't respect them and they are happy with what they are doing and do not need whatever craps from you!

Yup! I may be harshed, but at least 10 years down the road i know i won't regret saying it~ Better than someone blaming you for not doing anything when they are about to do something!

Let me tell you this! If you are not someone i really cherished, i won't even be bothered in whatever shit and "noble" things YOU did~ You may feel happy with what you are doing but what if you are sad again? What am i supposed to do? Repeating the history over again?

Now i felt real dumb for wasting my times and in return my efforts got thrown into the deep blue sea just because of A GUY!!

Childish it may be seen~ Quarrelling over a guy!! Are you kidding zel~

No i'm not! I got insulted by my "best pal" because of a GUY!! A guy which i know will make her cry and get hurt over and over again~

Tell me is this friendship really worth keeping? I really don't know..

Yup i may be insensitive to say those harsh words on her and that's because i'm really SICK and TIRED of seeing her cry and cry and cry and cry FOR HIM EVER AGAIN!

Those harsh words on me were for? THAT GUY!

If you were in my shoe, What will you do? Will you say those things to him for me? Yup you will..Over my dead body!

In future, whatever happened to her PLEASE VIVI don't notify me! Don't tell me! I don't wana be that devil ever again! I'm tired............

I don't know what i'm writing now~ Just felt kind of lost~ Can't believe what i got from her.. Can't believe its from her! Can you feel how i feel?

I felt i've been stabbed a hundred times.. It hurts..